Homeward bound again...

Philly...

Philly, how I loathe thee, you are a thorn in my side.

AND YOU JUST FLAT OUT SUCK!!

mostly just cuz, 1) I don't have Suzi 2) I don't have my Friends..(Kif, Brandi, Cal-Dur, Ruffles!!!, The Bean Rich. and anyone else I forgot to mention.) and 3) I ain't got my woman and I miss her much.

Someone tell me why the group is drifting further and further apart?  Davo, Nathan, and Corey are all drifting off to their druggie freinds, Brian, Robin, an DJ, are all stickin with them selves if not with crystal. My trinity friends are nowhere to be found.  Lindso, Daggah, and God don't tell anyone when anything is goin down. Ruffles is bein emo by himself. I can't hang out with Anna or Melis. (Yes I realize I dug myself into that hole.)  Clarissa never calls me. Nor Kiff or Brandi and I don't think Calder has my phone number so Oh well. The only person I see on a regular basis is my girl Val and as much as I love Her I want to be able to hang out with Shit loads of people but no one wants to.  Yes I realize that some of you work and I realize that some of you have really gay uptight parents.  But still you could at least make an effort to talk to me.

p.s. My subs got real short.

Currently Listening Americana [ECD] Falling see related

Vuala My new Xanga layout still have to work  on it ... lots.

grrr soooo fsking lonely. Wish my girl was back here to be with me.

Oh well maybe shootin somethin or myslef with a fifty cal would make me feel better.

*fires up the xbox and pops in halo2*

Right, well, this next part is to Val if you're not  her you probably don't want to read it.

I miss you so much I wish you could be here so you could bask in the glow of Suzi since she is fixed after all.  Course she's gonna cost me 400 some-odd dollars.  I want you here so badly I need to be able to hear your voice or at least see your face.  Everytime I try to think of how beautiful you are I can't remember your face, or your smile.  Everytime I try to hear your voice I can never get the pitch right.  I want you back I need you here by my side.

I love you and I wish I could see you soon.

Falling, I'm falling
Falling, I'm Falling

Have you ever walked through a room
But it was more like the room passed around you
Like there was a leash around your neck that pulled you through

Have you ever been at someplace
Recognizing everybody's face
Until you realized that there was no one there you knew
Well I know

Some days, my soul's confined and out of mind
Sleep forever
Some days, I'm so outshined and out of time
Have you ever

Falling, I'm falling
Falling, I'm falling

Have you ever buried your face in your hands
Cause no one around you understands
Or has the slightest idea what it is that makes you be

Have you ever felt like there was more
Like someone else was keeping score
And what could make you whole was simply out of reach
Well I know

Someday I'll try again and not pretend
This time forever
Someday I'll get it straight but not today
Have you ever

Falling, I'm falling
Falling, I'm falling

Some days, my soul's confined and out of mind
Sleep forever
Some days, my darkest friend is me again
Have you ever
Someday I'll try again and not pretend
This time forever
Someday I'll get it straight but not today
Have you ever

When the truth walks away
Everybody stays
Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay

So if you walk away
Who is gonna stay
Cause I'd like to think the world is a better place

When the truth walks away
Everybody stays
Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay

So if you walk away
Who is gonna stay
Cause I'd like to make the world be a better place

When the truth walks away
Everybody stays
Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay

So if you walk away
Who is gonna stay
Cause I'd like to think the world is a better place
I'd like to leave the world as a better place
I'd like to think the world

Why do I feel like this song is trying to say something to me?